My husband has not heard anything.
The company he visited with the last time he was out here?
The company that was supposed to make a decision by the end of last week?
They haven't called him.
And I am sad.
My heart is broken.
My mind is filled with disappointment.
And I'm sure my husband is disappointed as well.
You see, he hasn't even called me about it.
And I know if he'd heard from them that he would have called me soon after.
So I must carry on.
I must carry on.
I must hide the disappointment from the kids.
I must hide the heaviness of my heart.
I must hide my tears within me.
For life must go forward.
We may not understand or even see the path, but God has a plan for us.
I just have to wait and live my life with patience and grace.